Musings!!!!!!!

What pushes the human mind to imagine things that create inventions or notions that change the way we view life? There are so many opinions out there, that even my decision to believe any is based on my opinion! Falling in step with the crowd, is simply a way for me to be forgotten, so take the path less trodden always!!! You lose your value, when the situation you find yourself in breaks you or worse still renders you normal (reaction wise).
 It's been a while since I could write, and its cause I've been undergoing a transformation. It's back to the books for me, and why is a question I've been asked. Well I decided I wanted more out of life, and a change in not only career, but also continent was required. Who in their right senses uproots herself from all she's ever known, and relocates to a place where she doesn't speak the language, simply in the bid to discover her? Well I can count myself amongst that group of people. Do I like it? not yet sure!!!! Do I want to be here? Daily the answer is a resounding yes!!!
I've been thrust into a place where I can only get stronger intellectually and emotionally. A place where denial is the stepping stone to acquiring all I could ever desire. Who says i can't be all i want to be and more? Who says that's just the way it is? One who couldn't achieve all they thought, who quit the climb to the zenith and now regrets every waking moment.
I won't be that way, so i am determined to "do all things through Christ who strengthens me".

 How does any of these tie into the grand design, I'm not sure, but as always when you need answers, turn to the One whose very nature is divine!!!!!!!!

Sufficient for today

So i woke up today, after a night of tossing; thoughts that ran off at the first peak of daylight, the effects strong enough to keep me a bit pensive. What does living really entail, is it all about the accolades garnered as we move from one stage of life to another, is it all about meeting that right person, and working towards having a family of one's own. See I've never believed that the end all and be all of life is to be born and then to die. There is a grander design, i know that my maker had my life interwoven into the masterpiece being woven, and so i am on a path of discovery. The discovery of what, well let's just say, that it's time to find out the purpose of existence. Time is of the essence though as one grapples with the different desires, that come from being in different stages of life......Hmmmmmmmmmmmm

I had gone from seeking fulfillment in education, to seeking fulfillment in my profession, and now am moving up a notch. How time flies, twas just a while back that i was walking home from elementary school, and then giving speeches to my graduating high school class, and now i'm a trained professional who is not only part of the workforce, but also seeking higher and better qualifications. Tell me then, does this race ever end? For how long will i struggle to be the best i can be?  as i pondered on all these, my alarm went signalling the start of the mad rush to get to work, and i was off. As i drove into work though i smiled as i remembered a verse from the bible that says "sufficient for he day is it's own trouble", and so indeed it is. My day is on and as i attend to patient's, i must say tomorrow's worries will be dealt with then.