Monday, March 26, 2012
Elixir of Life!
Sunday, March 25, 2012
Thursday, March 22, 2012
A choice to make
Depression is a choice. Strange way to begin a post isn't it? well not everyone can make that choice, true, but in certain situations you can allow yourself to either be weighed down, or lifted. I choose to be like the eagle who rises on the wings of the storm allowing it to carry him to greater heights. What is the cause of this seemingly long winded musing. Well I've been in a situation for the past six months, and it has been a heavy burden. It of course is complicated, and relationship related, but that's a story for another day. The point I'm trying to get across, is that despite the weepy, short-fused, dreary days, I had to have a heart to heart talk with myself.
Me: Sweetie we can't go on like this, what's the way out of this black hole?
Me: well, let me think about this, you know the one called LOVE don't you? the one who willingly gave Himself up for you? the One who loves you with that I Corinthians 13 love?
Me: yes I do... :-)
Me: Okay, problem solved, take it to Him and let Him ease the pain, take His beauty for your ashes, and His dancing for your mourning.
So I did. Why wouldn't I? I do give great advice after all!
Me: Sweetie we can't go on like this, what's the way out of this black hole?
Me: well, let me think about this, you know the one called LOVE don't you? the one who willingly gave Himself up for you? the One who loves you with that I Corinthians 13 love?
Me: yes I do... :-)
Me: Okay, problem solved, take it to Him and let Him ease the pain, take His beauty for your ashes, and His dancing for your mourning.
So I did. Why wouldn't I? I do give great advice after all!
Monday, March 12, 2012
Called on purpose for a purpose
How can it be? but why me? can't I simply help from the sidelines? isn't my day to day study enough? Does my Sunday to Sunday fellowship not take care of whatever obligations? the answer was a resounding no. The said conversation went a little something like this:
Me: I have neither the time, drive or desire to get my hands all dirty, why can't the things I'm doing now satisfy you?
Him: I was also quite busy with a lot on my mind, but I saw you, and my heart went out to you, I had to do something about your sorry state. I took time off, to become like you, to understand you and your reasoning. To fully grasp your strengths and weaknesses, all of this i did on purpose. Not because it was convenient, far from it, but because I love you.
Me: But you know me, I am not the boldest or strongest, am not even charismatic, how am I to reach out and help?
Him: Do you know what it is to be alone, to struggle with flesh, with the emotions that threaten to overwhelm?
Me: Yes, those are all familiar areas, you know this, since you helped me overcome them.
Him: Well, all I ask is that you show others that are like you were, the way out. It's something you are equipped to do already. I called you on purpose, yes, don't let it surprise you, and it's because you can serve this purpose. So who shall we send?
Me: (quite timidly) if you promise to go with me, then i am willing to go. I am able, because i have you on the inside.
We all, are called on purpose to serve a purpose, He knows our weaknesses and our strengths, and He wants us to use them for His glory. In season and out of season, remember Christian, to seek not yet repose...watch and pray. The opportunities abound by which we can spread His love to those hungering after it. I am speaking to myself first and foremost here. Grace and peace.
Me: I have neither the time, drive or desire to get my hands all dirty, why can't the things I'm doing now satisfy you?
Him: I was also quite busy with a lot on my mind, but I saw you, and my heart went out to you, I had to do something about your sorry state. I took time off, to become like you, to understand you and your reasoning. To fully grasp your strengths and weaknesses, all of this i did on purpose. Not because it was convenient, far from it, but because I love you.
Me: But you know me, I am not the boldest or strongest, am not even charismatic, how am I to reach out and help?
Him: Do you know what it is to be alone, to struggle with flesh, with the emotions that threaten to overwhelm?
Me: Yes, those are all familiar areas, you know this, since you helped me overcome them.
Him: Well, all I ask is that you show others that are like you were, the way out. It's something you are equipped to do already. I called you on purpose, yes, don't let it surprise you, and it's because you can serve this purpose. So who shall we send?
Me: (quite timidly) if you promise to go with me, then i am willing to go. I am able, because i have you on the inside.
We all, are called on purpose to serve a purpose, He knows our weaknesses and our strengths, and He wants us to use them for His glory. In season and out of season, remember Christian, to seek not yet repose...watch and pray. The opportunities abound by which we can spread His love to those hungering after it. I am speaking to myself first and foremost here. Grace and peace.
New Layout / Design
Thanks to my darling friend, Asta, who redid my blog page after I tried moving over to Wordpress! That site was really terrible. Asta couldn't even use CSS/HTML codes to adjust anything without paying a fee! It's unheard of! Thus, she came back to my blogger blog and revamped the whole thing. How do you like it now!?
Tuesday, March 6, 2012
Just in
Well here i am reading bio-chem, and listening to Lecrae in the background. Then it hit me as the words of the song kinda filtered in, that sex has become that tool, that the enemy uses to make us violate God’s habitation. As i pondered on it, the holy spirit by inspiration dropped in my heart this scenario.
I live in a rented apartment, and believe you me, i take very good care of it, because the landlord will be back when i vacate it, to inspect it, and see if there are any damages. Now if i want my deposit back, i must take care of this house, ensure i clean it regularly, keep the furniture in excellent shape, and ensure that it is in as a condition as when i got it. This body that houses my spirit and soul, is likewise rented from my MAKER, and i will be returning it to him, so why then do i feel i can violate it, and get away with it. Sex outside marriage is not within HIS tenets, and i signed that agreement when i accepted CHRIST as my Lord and Savior, so i must uphold, a holy walk, both spiritually and physically. My body is HIS temple, and he will not dwell in a house that’s filthy….Hmmm, definitely food for serious thought yes?
I live in a rented apartment, and believe you me, i take very good care of it, because the landlord will be back when i vacate it, to inspect it, and see if there are any damages. Now if i want my deposit back, i must take care of this house, ensure i clean it regularly, keep the furniture in excellent shape, and ensure that it is in as a condition as when i got it. This body that houses my spirit and soul, is likewise rented from my MAKER, and i will be returning it to him, so why then do i feel i can violate it, and get away with it. Sex outside marriage is not within HIS tenets, and i signed that agreement when i accepted CHRIST as my Lord and Savior, so i must uphold, a holy walk, both spiritually and physically. My body is HIS temple, and he will not dwell in a house that’s filthy….Hmmm, definitely food for serious thought yes?
Monday, March 5, 2012
New Understanding
So i was studying the book of proverbs the other day, and saw where the wise man said, “…get wisdom, and with it get understanding.” it made no sense to me until i looked at Ecclesiastes, where the preacher said that “in much wisdom is grief…” It may sound like a conundrum, but I’ve come to see reason, wisdom on its own, without understanding, can lead to utter chaos, and confusion. When, where and how am i to apply wisdom, if i do not get understanding to go alongside it. So new motive, get as much understanding as i possibly can, so as to avoid grief. First rule. Speak less, and listen more. Well till i come this way again…cheers
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